gettin over it...

does it take a certain amount of time of time to get over someone?

my last relationship was about 9 months and it was my longest....but we broke up

and to my surprise it didnt take long for me to get over him....at first i was all sad and i didnt think i wud be able to get over him....but like one week later i was fine and ready to move on....

i had expected myself to take awhile to get over him beccuz of the fact that we were in love and becuz we were engaged....but nope, that wasnt the case at all

in fact, ive come to notice it is easy for me to get over someone if i find sum1 else...i dont really think thats a good idea tho...i didnt exactly get the closure i wanted and ive already started kickin it wit sum1 new...who i like alot...

but i still wonder if its all an illusion im creating for myself...maybe my feeling for my ex are there and im just buryin them to protect myself...

as of this moment, im lookin forward....